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Balm for a Cynical Soul

by Hitoshi Yamaguchi

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1.
Prelude 00:43
Prelude Music: Hitoshi Yamaguchi
2.
Burdened 04:23
Burdened Words & Music: Hitoshi Yamaguchi Do you worry ’bout the future, do you muddy up the past Feeling trapped by your circumstances, how long will it last ’Til today becomes tomorrow, and your fear will see new hope When bitter memories find a sweetness, you knew not long ago Are you burdened, are you troubled Are you trying to bust out of here on the double Are you worried, is there something That’s been keeping you up at night, restless wondering The weight of it all, the weight of the fall It’s not the whole world on your shoulders Slaving your life away, day after every day Climbing your hills, and pushing your boulders Are you burdened, are you troubled Are you trying to bust out of here on the double Are you worried, is there something That’s been keeping you up at night, restless wondering Have you ever born such suffering, ever known such pain Ever felt like all your hollow prayers were shouted out in vain When you're more afraid to live than die When you're losing all your hope to try It feels like you're on your own, it feels like the end Waiting for deliverance, for whatever mercy sends It hurts to be broken, and it might hurt to be healed But I know Job, he suffered, and the reason why was not revealed Are you burdened, are you troubled Are you trying to bust out of here on the double Are you worried, is there something That’s been keeping you up at night, restless wondering It’s been keeping you up at night, restless wondering What’s been keeping you up at night, restless wondering
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Olney Hymnal # 92 Words: John Newton (alt. Hitoshi Yamaguchi) Music: Neal Carpenter & Hitoshi Yamaguchi Legion was my name by nature, Satan raged within my breast; Never misery was greater, Never sinner more possessed: Mischievous to all around me, To myself the greatest foe; Thus I was, when Jesus found me, Filled with madness, sin and woe. Yet in this forlorn condition, When he came to set me free; I replied, to my Physician, “What have I to do with thee?” But he would not be prevented, Rescued me against my will; Had he stayed till I consented, I would be a captive still. “Satan, though thou fain wouldst have it, Know this soul is none of thine; I have shed my blood to save it, Now I challenge it for mine, Though it long has thee resembled, Henceforth it shall me obey;” Thus he spoke while Satan trembled, Gnashed his teeth and fled away. Thus my frantic soul he healed, Bid my sins and sorrows cease; “Take,” he said, “My pardon sealed, I have saved thee, go in peace:” Rather take me, LORD, to heaven, Now thy love and grace I know; Since thou hast my sins forgiven, Why should I remain below? “Love,” he said, “Will sweeten labors, Thou hast something yet to do; Go and tell your friends and neighbors, What my love has done for you: Live to manifest my glory, Wait for heav’n a little space; Sinners, when they hear thy story, Will repent and seek my face.”
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Fortress (Psalm 46) Words & Music: Hitoshi Yamaguchi God is our refuge He is our strength A present help In our distress The mountains crumble Into the sea We will not fear for The Lord hears our plea Fortress, He is our fortress The gates of hell will not prevail He is our fortress The Lord our God is with us now He is our fortress The kingdoms falter The nations rage He speaks a word The earth melts away He ceases wars He breaks the bow He shatters spears That we would know Fortress, He is our fortress The gates of hell will not prevail He is our fortress The Lord our God is with us now He is our fortress There is a river A tree of life In God’s own city Where death has died The curse is broken The nations healed We’ll see his face Glory revealed Fortress, He is our fortress The gates of hell will not prevail He is our fortress The Lord our God is with us now He is our fortress Be still and know That I am God I’ll be exalted Lord over all Be still and know That I am God I’ll be exalted Lord over all
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Jesus, Be Our Light (Glory, Glory) Words & Music: Hitoshi Yamaguchi In our deepest darkness, Jesus, be our light Be the promised springtime after winter's night When our steps, they falter, Jesus, show the way Be our faithful shepherd through the close of day Glory, glory to Jesus on high Lift your voice to the Savior He is worthy of all of our praise Glory, glory to Jesus Glory, glory to Jesus In our weakest failings, Jesus, be our strength Midst our fears and trials, Lord, be our defense Through our hardest suffering, Jesus, please redeem In our great confusion, let your wisdom speak Glory, glory to Jesus on high Lift your voice to the Savior He is worthy of all of our praise Glory, glory to Jesus Glory, glory to Jesus When our hearts are burdened, let us rest in you Though our lives be broken, you make all things new Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, in your presence: peace Draw us to the day when we will finally see Glory, glory to Jesus on high Lift your voice to the Savior He is worthy of all of our praise Glory, glory to Jesus Glory, glory to Jesus
6.
Why Are You Cast Down? (Psalms 42 & 43) Words & Music: Hitoshi Yamaguchi I remember how I marched up with the multitude Shouts of praise to the house of God Now I’m thirsty in the desert, longing for you When will I see? What can I do? They say, they say to me, “Where is your God?” I cry, “It’s been so long, so long, so…” Why are you cast down, oh my soul, oh my soul? Why are you so troubled, oh my soul, oh my soul? I remember how you led me through the lands of old You sang your love to me night and day Now I’m drowning in the deep, deep waters alone Forgotten, grieving a heart grown cold They say, they say to me, “Where is your God?” I cry, “It’s been so long, so long, so…” Why are you cast down, oh my soul, oh my soul? Why are you so troubled, oh my soul, oh my soul? Hope in God, praise Him again Praise the God of salvation Defend, deliver me, send out your light, your truth Lead me into your joy, my God, my refuge Why are you cast down, oh my soul, oh my soul? Why are you so troubled, oh my soul, oh my soul? Hope in God, praise Him again Praise the God of salvation
7.
Balm for a Cynical Soul Words & Music: Hitoshi Yamaguchi When the darkness feels like it’s winning And your fear is stronger than your love You wonder what kind of world your kids are gonna live in When everything around you is so far gone Do you want to hide away Shut your eyes and numb the pain Do you want to up and go Do you need a balm for a cynical soul Do you need a balm for a cynical soul When the waiting feels like it’s endless Your disappointment is stronger than your hope Everything you try only leaves you restless Watching all your dreams go up in smoke Do you want to lock it up Close the door to your heart How long have you felt so alone Do you need a balm for a cynical soul Do you need a balm for a cynical soul When the trust you had feels like it’s broken All your doubting is stronger than your faith Every week you’re stuck just going through the motions Makes you wonder if you lost your way Do you want to find it again That love you can’t understand Are you looking for a way back home Do you need a balm for a cynical soul Do you need a balm for a cynical soul
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The Lord’s Prayer Music: Hitoshi Yamaguchi Our Father In heaven Hallowed be your name Your kingdom come Your will be done On earth as it is in heaven Give us this day our daily bread Would you forgive, forgive our debts As we forgive those in our debt And lead us not Into temptation But deliver us From the evil one Thine is the kingdom, the power, the glory Forever and ever, amen amen Thine is the kingdom, the power, the glory Now and forever, amen amen Thine is the kingdom, the power, the glory Forever and ever, amen amen Amen amen Amen amen

credits

released April 4, 2016

Produced by Hitoshi Yamaguchi

Engineered by Troy Dixon and Evan Redwine

Recorded in Nashville, TN at Forty-One Fifteen Studio, Creative Workshop, and The Wine Box

Mixed by Chris Payne, except tracks 2 and 4 mixed by Evan Redwine at The Wine Box

Mastered by Chris Frasco at The Brooklyn Outboard

Design by Seth Kiehl

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Hitoshi Yamaguchi: Vocals, Acoustic Guitar, Electric Bass, Upright Bass, Cello

Zach Vinson: Piano, Wurlitzer

Chris Payne: Drums, Percussion, Programming

Ben Gortmaker: Electric Guitar, Baritone Guitar, Lap Steel

Adam Ollendorff: Pedal Steel (track 2)

BGVs: Neal Carpenter (track 3), Emily Roig (track 4), Treva Blomquist & Charlie Murphey (track 5), Sarah Carter Wingfield (track 6), Sandra McCracken (track 7), John Paul Roney (track 8)

Group Vocals: Natalie Boyd, Sean Knisely, Emily Roig, Tyler Somers (track 7)

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